If it were up to them, they’d shoot me
If it were up to them, they’d shoot me / Angel Santiesteban
Posted on January 20, 2015
Warning: The regime in Havana has prepared a new legal trap for Ángel.
As is already public knowledge, Ángel Santiesteban has been held in a
military border patrol base in Jaimanitas since August 13. He was placed
there after several days of detention in the Acosta Police Station,
following his surrender after having taken 5 of the 15 pass days that he
had accumulated since his incarceration in the Lawton prison.
The night before taking his days, on 20 July, Ángel used his blog to
denounce the great rumors circulating about his imminent transfer to the
border patrol base for purposes of isolating him. This was after his son
had declared, on Miami’s TV Marti on July 15, that as a child he had
been manipulated by his mother and State Security to force him to lie
and hurt his father.
After turning himself in and having been held for days in police station
cells with no nourishment, he was taken to a location such as he
denounced in that post. He is kept there in isolation, where his rights
to visits and calls are ignored. He has no physical space so vitally
needed so that he can keep himself healthy. To demand his right, Ángel
declared a hunger strike for a period of days. We learned of this
because Lilianne Ruíz, of 14yMedio newspaper, was able to interview him
from outside the detention facility.
We barely have news of him, because he wants to say very little by
telephone, and his jailers do not allow him to send letters or post on
his blog. Every time he manages to get one out, it becomes a major feat
and it takes very long to reach us. This is such that just this past
weekend, I received a letter from October and another from the 15th of
Of course, he tells me nothing in them about the incidents and motives
that caused him to go on the hunger strike in recent days. But he does
tell me that although the request for an appeal (made on the 4th of July
of 2013) of his case was accepted, nothing has been done to move it
forward. This is more grave than it appears.
As all of you have read in the press these days, the Cuban government–in
a clear move to “look good” for its negotiations with the US before the
imminent collapse of the aid that it receives from president Nicolás
Maduro of Venezuela–has let go about 20 political prisoners. That is,
the government has not freed them–they have let them go into house
arrest to await their pending trials. The most well-known case is that
of Sonia Garro, who with her husband and another peaceful activist, had
been held for 31 months without trial.
Ángel’s case is equally notorious because not only did his son declare
what truly happened–thus dismantling the judicial farce that was
invented to lock up and silence Ángel–but in addition, he already served
a third of his sentence (in April he will have served half)–and he
should have been released pending his new trial. At the least, they
should give him a conditional release in April. However this is
something they will not do–given the recent releases from which they
excluded Ángel, they made abundantly clear their eagerness to keep him
locked up as punishment for his oppositional stance.
Having consulted with legal experts, we have learned that it is possible
that the regime is preparing a new legal trap for Ángel. Conditional
release is given to persons who have already served part of their
sentence, but who do not have anything pending in relation to their trial.
In Ángel’s case, having requested an appeal, they could remove his right
to a conditional release, claiming that it is necessary to wait until
the opinion is rendered regarding the appeal.
In addition, we have learned through various sources that in the
artistic and intellectual sphere in Cuba it is widely remarked that
high-level functionaries of the regime who are politically and
culturally connected have privately said that Ángel “will be made to
serve his full sentence to that he will be well-punished.”
Bearing in mind what Ángel himself told 14Ymedio (that the prison
guards, responding to his demands, had told him to hold his horses
because he had already done a lot of damage to the Revolution and that
if he had accepted the offer of exile made at that time he would not
find himself in prison now)–and also the political prisoner releases of
this week (that sought to improve the government’s terrible image due to
its repression and detentions of dissidents on December 10,
International Human Rights Day)–this report, plus the analysis by the
legal expert, takes on a maximum significance.
Ángel’s helplessness is absolute, now that his son also is in danger for
having defied the government by telling the truth–and also because Ángel
is unable to post his updates on what is happening with his.
Thank God, 14Ymedio was able to obtain his own words on what he is going
through. We express our gratitude to Lilanne Ruíz for following Ángel’s
circumstances so closely.
The post below is what Ángel sent me in his last letter. When he wrote
it, he had no idea that Sonia Garro would be released. He still doesn’t
know it. If he did, he would be overjoyed that she is able is to
celebrate the holidays with her daughter, and he would have said so.
The children of Ángel will have another Christmas without their father.
Ángel will have another Christmas alone and isolated.
The Castro clan will have another Christmas illegitimately usurping
power and enjoying the privileges it robbed from the people.
The dictator brothers will have another Christmas violating with
impunity the rights of all Cubans.
If it were up to them, they would shoot me.
by Angel Santiesteban
In this border patrol military base where they now have me shut away and
isolated, I am behind bars that reach to the roof of the patio, and I am
guarded 24hrs/day, but not even that or anything else will be enough to
make me back down from my goal to live in a free country, something that
I do not know, even at my 48 years of age.
Regardless, it appears that they are learning that there is no way to
make me change my opinion. I believe in God, and the time in prison has
not been for naught, it has a purpose and God willing I am close to
knowing what that is, not just for me but for my country and my family.
This is a struggle that has no room for half-measures but,
unfortunately, many Cubans prefer to forget about those of us who are
imprisoned, so as to not incur problems for themselves with the government.
Contrary to what many believe, the fighting spirit grows in jail because
there will never be a better place to know the injustices a dictatorship
commits within them such as the threats, the abuses and tramplings such
as they wreaked upon me in La Lima prison and later in Prison #1580,
where they would tie my feet and hands to make me ingest something foul
which, I suppose, or they supposed, was nourishment.
At that point my strength increased and kept me going. With the smell of
battle, blood flows with more force like a wild and untamable horse that
rides through the veins.
Then they are the ones who fear, they turn away from our gaze, they
avoid confronting us because the truth spoken in our face is more
effective than their blows. They are the cowards because they believe
that this is the most effective method to dampen our demands–without
further justification, according to their logic, because they imagine
that were they in our position, they would give up.
And this is their great deceit, the question they cannot answer, when
they see our strength grow. When one has right on their side, a great
part of the battle is already won.
Now, with more justification and strength for the battle because I have
known more closely the injustice of the tyranny and the constant love
and support that provide the confidence needed to remain in combat, I
know why they don’t want Sonia Garro or me to be free, because we were
too ’impudent’–perhaps that is the right word, to not use a vulgar term.
We faced down the political police–I on that 8th of November of 2014,
when they beat me and it was seen on that video that fortunately went
viral around the world and later the open letter that I addressed to
Raúl Castro demanding the release of Antonio Rodiles. Sonia and I are
intolerable for the government–especially so with she being of the
Ladies in White and I an intellectual, we do not fit the mold that is
extremely acceptable to them. They know that we do not fear them.
I don’t know how the government officials are not ashamed (but this
would be asking the impossible) to still repeat the list of grave
accusations that they laid on me, and then later they kept the two least
serious ones, while the ’flaming witness’ for the prosecution and the
accuser assured them that all were false.
I continue to wait in vain for the appeal that my attorney requested. If
it were up to them, they would shoot me, but because they can’t, because
times are different, then they have no other recourse but to keep me
On the other hand, they are gaining time, they are buying it so that
Raúl Castro can serve out his term and somebody new can come in–some
other Castro, surely, because the Castros will not relinquish power. I
believe that they will not want to risk their position even with a
puppet government that they control from behind the scenes.
While they ’take their time,’ here remain shut away those of us like
Sonia and me, who have no fear, and who they have not succeeded in
bringing to our knees.
Border Patrol Prison Unit. Havana. October, 2014
Translated by Alicia Barraqué Ellison
14 December 2014
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